.:Goodbye Dad:.

Cassandra was my father's present.
One of his last presents, and for sure one of my favourites.
Now everytime I see her I think of him, and I am glad he could get to know her a bit.

He was the one who introduced me to photography. I felt the need of doing something for him, it might sound crazy or attention-seeking, but in reality I need to... I need to make something beautiful for him, something big, something gorgeous.
Because he deserves it, and because I need to put an end to this feeling of uselessness, of not having done enough to let him know how much I loved him, and how much I am proud of being his daughter.

This pic is neither big nor georgeous, but it is important to me because it is the first I was going to submit here on DA since ... ... "since". I have had a block towards photography since, even when I could "see" a beautiful scene I couldn't get myself to take the camera and actually taking the photo, nausea overwhelming me.
While today my Cassandra was so sweet I couldn't resist her too long. And I feel photograpgy is back for me.

So yeah, it is an important pic. I am back, but this doesn't mean I am over my dad... I will always love him and always miss him. I just can continue our hobby now, dedicating each one pic to him... even if just in my heart.
And being happy of the memories I have.



love you dad, stay close



ps. As you (hopefully) understand this is rather a delicate topic, so don't say anything harsh uncalled for.